Monday, August 8, 2016

A mind with integrity

A mind with integrity thrown into world of systematic cruelty and injustice is faced at every moment with the impossibility of its continued existence. There is no way to function in the world without accepting the system. And there is no way to accept the system without destroying the integrity of the mind. One possible response, which every mind with integrity has certainly considered, is deliberately exiting from the world. This might take the form of withdrawal into solitude. It might take the form of suicide. I have often considered both these options.

What makes the world even more intolerable is that the mind with integrity finds itself surrounded by minds entirely unsympathetic to its plight. Other minds have chosen survival over integrity. They refuse to confront the cruelty and injustice of the system that rules them. They have accepted they must play their role in a cruel and unjust system in order to survive. Some pretend the system is benevolent and just. Some confine their thinking to their assigned roles. Some refuse to think at all.

Why do virtuous, noble, kind people starve while selfish, cunning, cynical people rule? Why are those who live in luxury while others suffer admired and respected? A mind with integrity will never stop asking these uncomfortable questions.

One source of hope for a mind with integrity comes from studying great minds of the past that preferred to die rather than sacrifice their integrity. The system and those who work for the system have, of course, appropriated these minds for their own purposes. Martyrs died because they failed to accommodate their honest and straightforward minds to the twisted logic of the Roman system of exploitation and cruelty. These same martyrs subsequently became icons of Constantine’s empire. Socrates carefully distinguished the use of language for discovering truth from the use of language for advancing personal aims. Now lawyers use his dialectic to advance their careers by persuading the victims of private property ideology they must never question it. Marx untangled the web of deceptions used to justify the exploitation and greed of capitalist rulers, only to have his words used to justify the exploitation and greed of socialist rulers.

And yet, surprisingly, we can still find the original thoughts of these courageous thinkers in what many scholars believe are original, uncorrupted texts. Here is a source of hope for a mind with integrity. Here, finally, is a reason to go on living.

I am thankful I found texts that show genuine uncompromising intellectual integrity before I ended my life in despair. Others are not so fortunate. Our educational institutions are, of course, part of the system. They seek to transform students into useful components of the system. Intellectual integrity, when it exists, is thoroughly and ruthlessly destroyed. Texts that show genuine intellectual integrity are not part of the curriculum.

The living human beings we encounter are a biased sample. They are, with rare exceptions, minds that have chosen survival over integrity. That’s why they have survived. A mind with intellectual integrity won’t find companions among the living. It finds companions in those who died because they couldn’t survive in the corrupt system. It finds companions in those whose survival is tenuous, whose lives might end at any moment in desolation and despair.

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